So I decided to go see Jason’s artwork today….As I was walking there, I started to chicken out a bit and walked to the book store as I need a new one to read at work. While I was there this guy asked me which book he should choose (he had two he picked out). After reading the back covers I chose one and we chatted for a brief second. He purchased the book I said I would choose and left. I ended up purchasing the same book as it really did look interesting. I then decided, enough of this being shy crap and walked into Starbucks, where of course Jason was working (up until that point I was unsure if I was hoping he would or would not be working when I went it) when I saw him I was glad he was there. It was sooo great just to see him. He looked genuinely happy to see me and gave me a hug (also got me my coffee for free). I told him that I was there to see his work. At that moment bookstore boy was there and was started chatting. I was in this mode of, god what do I do, Jason was talking to a customer so I chatted with bookstore boy for a bit and when I finished I realized Jason was gone. I looked around at his work for a bit, was hard to do with the amount of people in there could not get close, but really liked what I saw. He did an awesome job with putting his work together. On the way out again I see bookstore boy and find out his name is Gary and he is from Germany. We talked for a bit then walked around Castro for just a bit, as he was on a lunch break. While we were walking I got a text from Jason, which I did not look at right away as I was talking with Gary. It was around the end of his break and he was about to head back and here comes Jason up the street in the opposite direction, I chatted for a brief second with him as I did not want to be rude to Gary. In my head I was thinking, I wish we were just a bit further down the street as Gary would be crossing and I could walk Jason home and talk and catch up a bit with him. Of courses that was not the case so said bye to Jason and walked a few more feet and said by to Gary and we exchanged numbers. I looked at the text message from Jason which basically said “It was good to see you”. I got home and sent him a myspace message basically saying it was good to see him also, i liked his artwork and wish we could hang out more. Not sure if I should have put that last part in or not. Anyway, of course now I am back to the I really like Jason mood and not ready to give up just quite yet. Jes, I am really messed up in the head over him…..